I love the idea or Rodney having a conversation with his cock about the inappropriateness of Sheppard as a mastubation fantasy. *g* and Kananagh in the sewer (just as it should be)
Rodney suspected he might be cleaner now than he'd ever been in his life as a result of all this freezing cold water and he was heartily sick of being so in thrall to his libido. I loved this part because to me it indicated that Rodney does have the need to be disciplined, and he's trying (unsuccessfully) to discipline himself with some sort of hot cock/cold water aversion treatment.
Oh god," Rodney breathed, wondering how it would feel if Colonel Sheppard stalked in here one night and instead of sitting down and putting his legs up, pushed Rodney down over one of the tables. Rodney closed his eyes, trying hard not to think of the Colonel's warm breath on the back of his neck, or his insistent hands fumbling with the fastenings on Rodney's pants. great visual here, really - GUH and GUH He wrapped his hand around his hard cock and imagined being pinned down by Colonel Sheppard, imagined the Colonel thrusting into him, hard, while he writhed, helpless but willing, beneath the other man. Rodney came, harder and more explosively than he could ever remember in his life before and then he groaned and buried his face in the pillow big freaking DITTO on the GUH part.
You've been asking me questions about it non-stop since I arrived but you keep pretending it's because you're revolted by it, because it disgusts you, but that isn't it at all. You and I look the same, and talk the same, and maybe deep down we want the same things, McKay. Things are just a little more sedate, a little more buttoned up in your universe, but you heard Carson – you and I have exactly the same DNA and that's what's eating you up inside, isn't it? I was so glad that AU Rodney said what I'd been thinking!
"Stay right where you are, Dr McKay," the General commanded. Rodney stopped and turned, his heart in his mouth. "As you said, you provoked this so you can stay and see it through," the General told him. "This is his punishment – watching it can be yours." I was so glad you didn't let Rodney run away from this, I love that he's having to take responsibility for his actions.
"Wait." The General put a hand on his shoulder and pulled him back. He took his husband's head between his hands and bestowed a firm kiss on his forehead, then released him and pushed him towards the door. to me this moment registered the same as our John putting his hand on Rodney's knee to calm him down, it just made me absolutely melt.
Whatever is bothering you – figure it out, Rodney because I don't want anything like that to happen again. Understood? YEAH! Forceful!Colonel Sheppard. Also, this reminded me a lot of the exchange between Sheppard and Rodney during and after the Arturus incident, and I love that when Rodney is thinking about it as he straightens up the lab that he realizes that AU Rodney and Sheppard actually left it in a better place.
"They don't understand us or our ways. People can touch you and apparently I'm supposed to just stand by and be fine with that – you don't get the protection your status should afford you and nobody respects my role in your life. Hell, they don't even *understand* my role in your life, even after we've explained over and over again." again, this read very true for me. AU Rodney and John were the ones that were sucked into what must be a very strange and discomfiting universe and I think they've tried to fit in without sacrificing or compromising their relationship with each other.
He supposed he should go over to the bed as John had instructed, but he knew he didn't deserve to be held after what he'd done so he just stayed there. oh this just broke my heart into a million pieces.
I really liked the way you ended this between the General and Rodney, because it was a beautful bit of hurt/comfort with an erotic twist. *loves*
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on Feb. 23rd, 2006 06:18 am (UTC)Rodney suspected he might be cleaner now than he'd ever been in his life as a result of all this freezing cold water and he was heartily sick of being so in thrall to his libido. I loved this part because to me it indicated that Rodney does have the need to be disciplined, and he's trying (unsuccessfully) to discipline himself with some sort of hot cock/cold water aversion treatment.
Oh god," Rodney breathed, wondering how it would feel if Colonel Sheppard stalked in here one night and instead of sitting down and putting his legs up, pushed Rodney down over one of the tables. Rodney closed his eyes, trying hard not to think of the Colonel's warm breath on the back of his neck, or his insistent hands fumbling with the fastenings on Rodney's pants. great visual here, really - GUH and GUH He wrapped his hand around his hard cock and imagined being pinned down by Colonel Sheppard, imagined the Colonel thrusting into him, hard, while he writhed, helpless but willing, beneath the other man. Rodney came, harder and more explosively than he could ever remember in his life before and then he groaned and buried his face in the pillow big freaking DITTO on the GUH part.
You've been asking me questions about it non-stop since I arrived but you keep pretending it's because you're revolted by it, because it disgusts you, but that isn't it at all. You and I look the same, and talk the same, and maybe deep down we want the same things, McKay. Things are just a little more sedate, a little more buttoned up in your universe, but you heard Carson – you and I have exactly the same DNA and that's what's eating you up inside, isn't it? I was so glad that AU Rodney said what I'd been thinking!
"Stay right where you are, Dr McKay," the General commanded. Rodney stopped and turned, his heart in his mouth. "As you said, you provoked this so you can stay and see it through," the General told him. "This is his punishment – watching it can be yours." I was so glad you didn't let Rodney run away from this, I love that he's having to take responsibility for his actions.
"Wait." The General put a hand on his shoulder and pulled him back. He took his husband's head between his hands and bestowed a firm kiss on his forehead, then released him and pushed him towards the door. to me this moment registered the same as our John putting his hand on Rodney's knee to calm him down, it just made me absolutely melt.
Whatever is bothering you – figure it out, Rodney because I don't want anything like that to happen again. Understood? YEAH! Forceful!Colonel Sheppard. Also, this reminded me a lot of the exchange between Sheppard and Rodney during and after the Arturus incident, and I love that when Rodney is thinking about it as he straightens up the lab that he realizes that AU Rodney and Sheppard actually left it in a better place.
"They don't understand us or our ways. People can touch you and apparently I'm supposed to just stand by and be fine with that – you don't get the protection your status should afford you and nobody respects my role in your life. Hell, they don't even *understand* my role in your life, even after we've explained over and over again." again, this read very true for me. AU Rodney and John were the ones that were sucked into what must be a very strange and discomfiting universe and I think they've tried to fit in without sacrificing or compromising their relationship with each other.
He supposed he should go over to the bed as John had instructed, but he knew he didn't deserve to be held after what he'd done so he just stayed there. oh this just broke my heart into a million pieces.
I really liked the way you ended this between the General and Rodney, because it was a beautful bit of hurt/comfort with an erotic twist. *loves*