I started reading this and then had to stop and print it out and read it again, because GUH and ZOMG it is so rare to find someone who can explain the mental side of this sort of relationship. The first part - with the General and Rodney - was so laden with emotion. The reclaiming of Rodney by the General and then Rodney offering comfort. *squirms* It was just exactly right. I also loved the punishment spanking was an actual punishment, and not just a couple of smacks, but something that allowed both of them a cathartic release. I'm only going to quote a couple of things because GUHx1000:
"Don't share them," he said, hoarsely. "I don't want to see any marks on your body except the ones I put there. And I aim to put several on you this evening." *squirms*
John growled like a lion afraid his meal was going to be taken away from him, and held Rodney down with his hands I haven't been able to get this image out of my head.
"Nobody but me," John hissed. "You're mine. Mine. Mine. Mine." Possessive!John squeesqueesquee
John looked down on him fiercely, triumphantly, and then, without warning, he withdrew, and came, deliberately, on Rodney's neck and chest. SUCH a kink of mine, OMG.
All the fears and tensions of the day left his body as John's strap made its inexorable marks on his skin, claiming him once more, over and over again, with its searing fire - and he didn't have to be strong for John any more; he could just let go and accept the punishment he'd earned what felt like a lifetime ago. exactly!
and now the Rodney/Rodney interaction. OMG - our Rodney was so jealous that AU Rodney was wearing John's shirt. and the snarking about the hickey...and our Rodney's obvious cluelessness about how John feels about him.
He had to admit that he had been touched by the Colonel's concern for him – he hadn't expected him to hold him like that, and he'd felt curiously reassured by the way the other man had wrapped his arms around him and whispered in his ear. HELLO Rodney - buy a clue!
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"Don't share them," he said, hoarsely. "I don't want to see any marks on your body except the ones I put there. And I aim to put several on you this evening." *squirms*
John growled like a lion afraid his meal was going to be taken away from him, and held Rodney down with his hands I haven't been able to get this image out of my head.
"Nobody but me," John hissed. "You're mine. Mine. Mine. Mine." Possessive!John squeesqueesquee
John looked down on him fiercely, triumphantly, and then, without warning, he withdrew, and came, deliberately, on Rodney's neck and chest. SUCH a kink of mine, OMG.
All the fears and tensions of the day left his body as John's strap made its inexorable marks on his skin, claiming him once more, over and over again, with its searing fire - and he didn't have to be strong for John any more; he could just let go and accept the punishment he'd earned what felt like a lifetime ago. exactly!
and now the Rodney/Rodney interaction. OMG - our Rodney was so jealous that AU Rodney was wearing John's shirt. and the snarking about the hickey...and our Rodney's obvious cluelessness about how John feels about him.
He had to admit that he had been touched by the Colonel's concern for him – he hadn't expected him to hold him like that, and he'd felt curiously reassured by the way the other man had wrapped his arms around him and whispered in his ear. HELLO Rodney - buy a clue!
"What?" Rodney exclaimed, aghast. "That's terrible!"
"No - it's fantastic," the other Rodney replied. and there's the crux of it all.
And YAY more Toppy!Carson...and then Rodney thinking about being held by John as he goes to sleep. *loves*